Feeling of Betrayal…..
Feeling betray by life and nature
Envious of precious success that keeps me daunting
Everything appears at a standstill……..
Looking at my efforts in the hope of a grasp for success
Imagining when all my hard work will really pay off
No one knows how hurt and betrayed I feel……
Grouping my thoughts to still hope………
On the other hand, feeling lost, sad, and despair
Feeling far from the dream I still desperately want to come to life
Behold still I can hear God shouting……..
Erosion from lust filled my heart
Time is so precious but maybe short lived
Realizing how naïve the little kid in me must have been
Absent perhaps from reality of life
Yet I still want to keep the dream alive
All will eventually falls into place, I hope…
Looking up in heaven for my Lord to keep my sanity……..
Ms. G
